by kiara windrider

Barry is a magical friend in my life.  Every time we get together Spirit seems to come through and inspire us both in directions beyond anyplace we’ve gone before.  A couple days ago we realized that our collective spiritual paradigm is deeply linked with the image of a slow painful journey up an infinite mountain.  We plod onward, one step at a time, lifetime after lifetime, moving forward, sliding back, picking ourselves up and moving forward, until finally, if we’re dedicated enough and prove ourselves worthy enough, we achieve liberation.  The ascension paradigm is based on the same metaphor.  There’s always someplace to go where we aren’t already are, something to become that is holier, more integrated, more divine…

Perhaps this model fits our long years of 3rd dimensional sojourn.  The trouble is we’ve become so accustomed to this model we can’t usually see outside of it. The model itself has become the trap. Is there a new model that is more relevant to the 4th dimensional time spiral that we’re now moving into?

In the movie, The Matrix, Orpheus takes Neo through a process of unplugging from the “matrix” so he can see reality for what it is.  It is a violent painful process, shattering long held illusions that have held him, as all of us, within its veils.  The matrix is our 3rd dimensional “reality bubble”.  How do we break out?

That night and the following night, I had a series of strange dreams of being violently ripped from my familiar moorings, and sliding through all kinds of psychedelic passages.  My body had been going through some cleansing already, and I experienced excruciatingly sharp pains radiating throughout my body.  I even wondered from a place of clinical detachment if I was going to die.

I’d wake up afterwards feeling very, very quiet.  I notice now that before my closed eyes every time I look there is a screen.  Somehow this feels connected with the psychic web that the children of the violet race are building.  There is an absolute knowing that the journey into spiritual enlightenment is simply about popping the 3rd dimensional reality bubble. 

These children are already there.  The rest of us will get there easily enough as we unplug from the “matrix”.  We then emerge into “spherical consciousness” as held by the whales and dolphins.  We recognize this as our natural state.  We become what we have always already been.

Many people right now are going through this process, experiencing flu-like symptoms, deep shooting pains radiating through the body, and particularly through the heart.  The feminine energies are demanding expression.  Where in our lives have we become identified with our roles and our jobs, even a job like saving the planet in these troubled times?  Have we lost the spontaneous joyful freedom of simply being?  When our joy is lost the body will demand a price.  If our intention is to unify body and spirit, then opportunities will come to unplug from the matrix.

It is easy to go into fear when this happens, because it truly feels like you are dying.  The fear of death itself is part of the 3rd dimensional matrix that must die.  Much is changing in the world around us.  Much of the collective matrix is starting to dissolve away, and many of us are holding on tight in fear.  Over the next few years it seems that we might see some sort of tribulation being played out in response to the collapse of this old matrix, exemplified by the dance between fear and love.  We can end this as soon as we choose love, no matter what the circumstances.  It is time to let go into the resurrected life.

James Twyman reports a message from Thomas, one of the violet race in Bulgaria, that in two years there will come a choice point, and the whales and dolphins will reflect back to us whether we have chosen a path of fear or a path of love.  Every time we choose love we amplify this newly developing psychic grid.  Every time we choose fear we move further away from it.  If we were to do a readout of the energies on the planet currently, there is still much fear.  Fortunately, the power of love is exponential, and the power of our human spirit, limitless.

I have spoken earlier of multiple timelines emerging on the planet as we step deeper into 4th dimensional time, perhaps 3 or 4 years hence.  We are creating a new matrix of possibilities.  This is what the new children are pioneering, and that all are invited to participate in.  Our souls are always choosing our path of greatest joy. Some lightweavers may choose to depart from their bodies at this time and assist from the other side.  Others may choose to enter 5th dimensional consciousness in ascended bodies.  Even those who choose to remain in a 3-d timeline are completing long range karmic cycles so they can find within themselves the escape velocity to disengage from the matrix of their own creation.

As we cross the precessional equator we are moving into an age of the feminine soul that is finally coming into unification with the masculine spirit.  My experience of the past few days has shifted me greatly in ways I cannot comprehend yet.  Yesterday, as I was talking with Barry, a friend brought for me a warm bowl of soup, the first solid food my body has wanted for days.  We don’t always choose our “peak experiences”; they just happen when the moment is right.  This was one of mine. I felt as if the Goddess, through her, was offering me the gift of renewal, and the promise of great joy to come.  In the screen of my mind I see the whales and the dolphins, and the violet race, and a rapidly growing tribe of other humans communicating together in a beautiful radiant network of joy.  As I connect with them, I feel myself instantly connecting with this joy! This is what open-heart mergery, is about, and it is our natural state, after all!