By Kiara Windrider and Barry Martin

February 2002

The following two essays came during an intensive four day period for two spiritual brothers, Kiara and Barry.  They dovetail together, and reflect a changing new spiritual paradigm that honors the Great Mystery as Goddess as well as God, transcendent as well as immanent, body as well as spirit.  Your own experiences and reflections in this regard would be most welcome.

Barry is a magical friend in my life. Every time we get together Spirit seems to come through and inspire us both in directions beyond anyplace we’ve gone before. A couple days ago we realized that our collective spiritual paradigm is deeply linked with the image of a slow painful journey up an infinite mountain. We plod onward, one step at a time, lifetime after lifetime, moving forward, sliding back, picking ourselves up and moving forward, until finally, if we’re dedicated enough and prove ourselves worthy enough, we achieve liberation. The ascension paradigm is based on the same metaphor. There’s always someplace to go where we aren’t now, something to become that is holier, more integrated, more divine, more…

Perhaps this model fits our long years of 3rd dimensional sojourn. The trouble is we’ve become so accustomed to this model we can’t see outside of it anymore. The model itself has become the trap. Is there a new model that is more relevant to the 4th dimensional time spiral that we’re now moving into?

In the movie, The Matrix, Orpheus takes Neo through a process of unplugging from the "matrix" so he can see reality for what it is. It is a violent painful process, shattering long held illusions that have held him, as all of us, within its veils. The matrix is our 3rd dimensional "reality bubble". How do we break out?

That night and the following night, I had a series of strange dreams of being violently ripped from my familiar moorings, and sliding through all kinds of psychedelic doorways. My body had been going through some cleansing already, and I experienced excruciatingly sharp pains radiating throughout my body. I even wondered from a place of clinical detachment if I was going to die.

I’d wake up afterwards feeling very, very quiet. I notice now that behind my closed eyes, every time I look, there is a screen. It is in the back of the head near the medulla.  I had experienced this before when I was with whales in Hawaii. Somehow this feels also connected with the psychic web that the children of the violet race are building. There is an absolute knowing that the journey into spiritual enlightenment is simply about popping the 3rd dimensional reality bubble.

These children are already there. The rest of us will get there easily enough as we unplug from the "matrix". We then emerge into "spherical consciousness" as held by the whales and dolphins. We recognize this as our natural state. We become what we have always already been.

Many people right now are going through a metamorphosis, experiencing recurrent flu-like symptoms, deep shooting pains radiating through the body, and particularly through the heart. The feminine energies are demanding expression. Where in our lives have we become identified with our roles and our jobs, even a job like saving the planet in these troubled times? Have we lost the spontaneous joyful freedom of simply being? When our joy is lost the body will demand a price. If our intention is to unify body and spirit, then opportunities will come to unplug from the matrix.

It is easy to go into fear when this happens, because it truly feels like you are dying. The fear of death itself is part of the 3rd dimensional matrix that must die. Much is changing in the world around us. Much of the collective matrix is starting to dissolve away, and many of us are holding on tight in fear. Over the next few years it seems that we might see some sort of tribulation being played out in response to the collapse of this old matrix, exemplified by the dance between fear and love. We can end this as soon as we choose love, no matter what the circumstances. It is time to let go into the resurrected life.

James Twyman reports a message from Thomas, one of the violet race in Bulgaria, that in two years there will come a choice point, and the whales and dolphins will reflect back to us whether we have chosen a path of fear or a path of love. Every time we choose love we amplify this newly developing psychic grid. Every time we choose fear we move further away from it. If we were to do a readout of the energies on the planet currently, there is still much fear. Fortunately, the power of love is exponential, and the power of our human spirit, limitless.

I have spoken earlier of multiple timelines emerging on the planet as we step deeper into 4th dimensional time, perhaps 3 or 4 years hence. We are creating a new matrix of possibilities. This is what the new children are pioneering, and that all are invited to participate in. Our souls are always choosing our path of greatest joy. Some lightweavers may choose to depart from their bodies at this time and assist from the other side of the astral veil. Others may choose to enter 5th dimensional consciousness in ascended bodies. Even those who choose to remain in a 3-d timeline are completing long range karmic cycles so they can find within themselves the escape velocity to disengage from the matrix of their own creation.

As we cross the precessional equator we are moving into an age of the feminine soul that is finally coming into unification with the masculine spirit. My experience of the past few days has shifted me greatly in ways I cannot comprehend yet. Yesterday, as I was talking with Barry, a friend brought for me a warm bowl of soup, the first solid food my body has wanted for days. I felt as if the Goddess, through her, was offering me the gift of renewal, and the promise of great joy to come. I found myself deeply surrendering to Her.  I heard the words, "In complete surrender to the Mother is the ascension of the physical body". Alas, many on the path of ascension still deny too much the feminine polarity of creation - the beauties of the earth and our bodies, the richness of our emotions, the mysteries of change, the night side of human consciousness where far vision dwells.  I find myself reclaiming now the gifts of the feminine in full measure flowing through my life. In the screen of my mind I see the whales and the dolphins, and the violet race, and a rapidly growing tribe of other humans communicating together in a beautiful radiant network of joy. As I connect with them, I feel myself instantly connecting with this joy!  Joy is the ultimate gift of the Mother!  This is what open-heart mergery, is about, and it is our natural state, after all!

 

What is occurring here is beyond what we have known as ascension in the past, in which there is a subtle escape or leaving of the inherent limitation and evil of matter.  Instead, matter is being realized in the light of truth as holy, totally divine.  The Mother, Mater or matter, is being redeemed in the remembrance that she is as much a part of God as the Father.  How can we keep leaving her to go home when she is part of All That Is?  How can home be separate from her?   As we look out upon our world we see the devastation to life that occurs when we believe she must be controlled or gone beyond.  What occurs now is a full embrace of her.  The pathway is through her. 

The male spirit, or white light now merges fully with her dark light to birth something that has never been birthed before.  What occurs here goes beyond the beyond of all that we can know, all that is even known in the mind of God.  It is a mysterious becoming and unfoldment of possibility that occurs as we explore it.  Like children in the sandbox we play our way into the bliss and ecstasy of co-creating the New Heaven, New Earth.  The primordial split between masculine and feminine that runs throughout all of creation right from the third dimensional level to the Godhead is being mended.  The mind of God and the body of God is being made whole again. 

There is no place to escape to.  It is so above as so below.  While the distortions are more subtle in the higher vibrational worlds, they are none the less still present.  We as God-Human are at the point of most power. This dense third dimensional world,  in which all distortions become supremely magnified and made concretely and glaringly apparent, is where God has the greatest opportunity for evolution to greater possibilities and to resolve its  fragmentation.  Here the revelation of the inherent unity explodes outward through all dimensions and domains of creation,  so that the divine image may be seen and lived in new levels of possibility.

We are going no where, as there is no where to go.  There is only a becoming of greater possibility, one that is inclusive of all that has gone before.  One that embraces all duality including the primary seeming splits of masculine/ feminine, heaven/earth, good/evil,  3rd/higher dimensions.  As Christ Jesus said, "The Kingdom of Heaven is laid out before you".  We just do not see it.

Ascension as it has been known and experienced is now incomplete, a lesser yet perfectly divine possibility.  There is subtle and inherent fragmentation in it… that there is someplace else to go.  This model and experience is what we have already done.  And God always likes to explore new possibilities, Always...

What is here shall be glorified; revealed as Holy and magnificent.  A resurrection of the divine image of the Adam Kadmon as Homo Christos.  The apparent splits between the dimensions shall dissolve, and the inherent wholeness and unity revealed... a seamless creation with an infinite spectrum of domains of experience, all holy and divine.  Hell shall disappear as shall heaven, both seen as mirror images of the same split. Heaven AS Earth shall be made manifest.  Yet in the infinite love and allowing that is God those who choose for a while to continue the experience of separation and duality shall be given their own domain of illusion in which to pursue the experience, one enclosed in an encapsulated bubble of love which will safely hold them in their pain and suffering, until they feel complete.

The differentiation and diversity of the third dimensional world unknown elsewhere in creation, shall unfold omni-dimensionally, cascading a flood of new possibilities across the entire spectrum of creation.  A new depth of creation fabric shall pervade even the most subtle and rarified worlds.  All shall be known and experienced as One again, across the entire spectrum. The frequency of Love shall tone as the base note of all dimensions and domains.  The human shall know it is God, and God shall know it is human. And so the story ends, a new one begins, and even greater possibilities await beyond.