| The Blessing of Ilahinoor |
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At the German Deeksha-Festival in September, when Kiara Windrider introduced his new book, he briefly mentioned a new energy that has evolved in Turkey, with the name "Ilahinur". After hearing this name once, it never left my mind again and in the evening of the same day, while i was dancing to some sufi-influenced music, i felt a very strong beam of energy coming down into my crown chakra flowing through the chakras all the way down to my feet. It gave my whole body a very powerful sense of strenght and stability and i stood in amazemant asking myself "what is this?" Immediately i heard a silent voice in my head saying "Ilahinur". I just knew from the depth of my heart that it was true and from that moment this energy started guiding my way. Later during the festival i asked Kiara about more details and found out that he will be offering a workshop about it in Turkey. Immediately i felt a strong pull from my heart to join this workshop but at the same time i had no idea how to fit in a journey to Turkey into my time and money situation. So i came to the conclusion that i just had to let it go again. Two weeks later i met Kiara again in Berlin and had the opportunitiy to recieve Ilahinur directly from him. This time i felt the energy much softer and lighter as in that experience while dancing, but it had this interesting effect again giving a special strength and security to the body through the 2. and 3. Chakra. Again there was this call for travelling to Turkey and again there rose the doubts about how to organize this. Finally i prayed and gave it to the higher guidance whatever there is to do about this. Then, a few days before the workshop started i got two hints from friends about cheap flights and immediately found one, leaving the day before the workshop and for a very good price. But it was only a oneway flight and when i tried to find a return trip, again nothing worked. My cosmic guides told me to trust and just book oneway, which i finally did, fighting with all the doubts and insecurities again, that this situation brought up. But when i arrived at the airport i was rewarded with the company of Kiara who surpisingly had the same flight returning to Turkey; on arrival in Turkey i had the opportunity to be part of a Deeksha evening right away, i met some new friends who invited me to stay at their house, and the whole journey started to look like one big miracle! Somehow i felt that Ilahinur was already guiding me and manifesting almost every wish that i had soon afterwards. During the workshop i met many more wonderful people, deepened my experience with Ilahinur and was also blessed with the chance to give Deeksha to those people, who were so openhearted and full of love! During the teachings in the workshop Kiara explained that Ilahinur works mainly on the solarplexus and helps to bring our own will more in line with the divine will. I can really relate to that in my experience, i felt in a divine flow that was guided by higher hands the whole time. In the last few months i had often wished to travel to the seaside again where i had not been for many years, and i really love the sea. So here i was in a beautiful seaside town, swimming almost every day, feeling that all my dreams are coming true in one flow. Another great concern of mine as a peace worker had been the conflict between east and west in the world, and i wished to gain better knowledge and contact with eastern countries. This oppotunity was also here in front of me now, and i learned that most of the things we are told in our news are not true. Nowhere in the world i have met more open and friendly people who live so much from their heart than in Turkey, so i see how it is really important to connect with other countries and meet the people before we make up some opinions about them or believe what others tell us. Here i found a great chance to get prepared for my deep longing and vision to help bringing peace amongst different cultures and nations. One week later i had another great opportunity to take part in a second workshop of Kiara. This time, in contrast to the seaside, in an ancient village in the mountains with a very special high frequency of energy. In a way this village reminded me of some "enlightened" villages in India we had heard about through Bhagavan. The people in this mountain village looked very happy, peaceful and calm, somehow in oneness with their simple daily life. For me it was also a blessing to spend time there, i slept more deep and peaceful than ever, woke up every morning with a nice tingeling in my whole body and felt so fit as if i was 10 years younger suddenly. Working with Ilahinur in this energy was especially powerful, we established a deep connection with ancient Egypt and even recieved a message from Ra. For me personally Egypt has already had some significance for many years on my spiritual journey, and so have the dolphins. When i learned that Ilahinur was connected to the energies of Egypt and to the energies of the dolphins and whales, as well as the Sufi energies represented by Rumi, it became even more clear to me why Ilahinur had such immediate strong effects on me. It was like just giving a name and a structure to something that i had carried with me for a long time already. In some moments i felt like i am becoming a higher form of myself. When we talk about the "higher self", this divine part that guides us and sometimes seems so far to reach, now it was like coming right into my body and being "me". This fills the body with a lot of power, security and trust connected to the deep love of the heart. All doubt and hesitation, that normally accompany every step of my life seemed to be wiped away completely. There is only "here", only "now", a sense of "i am" and everything just flowing in a divine way. And the journey continued! I went back to the seaside town and was happy to swim in the sea again. I discovered that the seawater also has a very helpful effect to bring the body into balance; whenever i felt a bit tired or overloaded by all the energy i was dealing with, a swim in the sea calmed everthing and left me perfectly refreshed. My new friends who still invited me to stay in their house now asked me to give Deeksha and Ilahinur to others! So i was blessed with another wonderful gift, the possibility to share all this with other people! That way i spent another two weeks in Turkey, meeting more wonderful people, enjoying my great love, the sea and doing healing work with very much gratitude. This trip was truely a miracle, i sometimes could not believe my senses about how much happened for me there! After three last days returning to the mountains once again, spending time by myself, meditating, integrating, gathering strength for the return to Germany i finally took my flight back. This flight was found just like the first one by divine hand without any problems, i just booked it about 5 days before i left. The moment i knew it was time to go the flight was there. Trust is a wonderful helper on the way, and i pray to always remember that for my future path. Now i'm back in Germany hoping that i can bring some of the great blessings i experienced to this country and share them with the people here and in other places of the world. I feel so immensely greatful and blessed that words are far not enough to express it! Inshallah! |